OR AN G E.

RIGHT now..
Listening to: CHRNO CRUSADE, since zheng's watching it.
Eating/drinking: some popcorn. perhaps bread and butter soon. lol
Reading: the chinese book that's required for school. shucks i'm still where i'm at a few weeks ago. -.-
Feeling: half dead. pass the rejuvenation potion please.
Thinking about: wow i am that bochup. lol
Doing: no idea.

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written on 26.03.2004, at 8:19 p.m.

Science test today. I can't believe i missed out on a question which requires us to draw some fat molecules thing. I'm so BLUR. Not only that - I think i've got 5 to 6 questions wrong. hiaz

Maths and Literature test next week, followed by Chinese test the week after. I think i'm going to fail 4 Chinese CA. All the compositions, i've yet to pass one. All of them are just below the passing mark. First time this has ever happened. Nevermind. Thinking about it makes me worry even more, since this year's the streaming year. Theres a briefing on this next month. I wonder what they are going to say. Which stream should i choose? I don't even know what stream i would like to go to, i'm just blindly following others; and since my father also said to choose that stream.

Sometimes it just gets so confusing. When i recieve a paper back, and they happen to be below my expectations; i'll just stare at the paper blankly. And for a while i feel as if my world is crumbling; slowly. I don't know why, but thats the feeling i get. After school that particular day, i try to think positively just to push that thought aside.

Right now i'll just throw these thoughts away into the trash can. But i'll get them back later.

PS: The longest entry i guess.. i can't really find the right words to express my thoughts, but i hope this conveys what i want to say.
Come to think of it, maybe this is all due to me being tired or lack of sleep. zz

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